♥ 05.09.2007

5th sept 2007 ..today

is my 1st day trial exam..

my 1st paper..bahasa malaysia

but i not that mood to finnish that paper..damn

now...2011 p.m.

i using my bro laptop to white down my mood..

bacause my sis using pc now

i have a bad mood...just that feeling makes me so down

dunno why???

have some problem again

just argue with my mum..
she was angry me...dunno why

i think she is hurt that she got a daughter like me

SORRY.. MUMMY

i hurting you again!!!!

closing my fon now..

dun wan anyone disturb me..i wanna cool down

and my mind keep think think think

NON-STOP...haiz

nowadays..i have many problem

but i din't tell anyone..i scare

think back some our memorise..see our sweet pic

it will let me cool down and feeling good

dear..i noe you are worry about me

but i keep be strong on my outside

sometime...i not dare to tell you all my feeling
because i dun wan you worry about me

i wanna hug you when im sad

sorry..dear :(

what should i do now..

studying???crying???or open my fon and msg him??

or hurting myself again??

guys...can tell me now???

='( i'm so sad

ENDs

by wen ='(